When i gave my number, i was surprised, it was the first time a girl had just take my number, instead of the other way around. I waited the whole day of her phone. she called me at 7. We talked for an hour. but once again i made a total fool of myself, and this time i recognized it...after the call. I felt like crud for the next 3 days, until she FINALLY called me again. I was so eager to tell her how i felt. about how iv not been myself around her. about how i wasn't that way. i wanted to be her savior, her dream, her fantasy, i wanted to be her 'perfect guy'. and i felt really bad because of how i acted around her. maybe it was just my self-consciousness talking.

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